9) i hope this all ends up giving me peace of mind cuz for now this all sucks. i really wish i could just say something hurtful…. imma jerk most the time anyway…. but it wouldnt leave any feeling of closure. just guilt. whatever. i need to sleep. im done. ranting usually makes me feel better…. but idk. aint workin so well right now. either way, i’ll be over it in a few days. hopefully. ok guys this is it.